...电话给修车师傅，希望用钱解决问题。但修车师傅在主日拒绝出来。
In the end, I contacted Brother Li, who
lived closest to us. To my surprise, he arrived and fixed the problem within
minutes. I am deeply thankful to Li — he
was like an angel, appearing ...
...不惯。神让我看到自己实在是有罪了，于是我开始争战，拒绝并抵挡这些声音，不容它们来辖制我。身体状况好了一些，但仍然需要吃药。
After going to work that day, I realized I had too
many judgments, things I didn’t like, and
unforgivenes...
...e Vodka.
由于我没有持续祷告，一个念头冒了出来：不要拒绝他。因此，我很热情地接受了他的提议，一起分享了这瓶白酒。
After arriving back to our hotel that night,
having enjoyed our time and a fair amount of Vodka I went to bed and suddenly
my sto...
...of the Lord, I will never suffer. 这是第一次胜过了害怕被人拒绝伤害. For the first time, the fear of being rejected and hurt was
overcome. Jane姐回来后，她说“我发现你现在已经到了没有属灵领导依赖,都可以靠主自己长进的时候了，并且...
...ection and abandonment seized me
since then. 自此之后，那种被拒绝和抛弃的伤害就一直跟着我。During the
deliverance prayer, firstly, I was told to acknowledge these feelings and
offering them to God, 在那次医治释放的祷告里， Jane教我首先要承...