...好，当作没发生一样，我也以为自己已经原谅父母和那些伤害我的人。As we grew older, we thought we could suppress these things very well,
pretending they had never happened. I also thought I had forgiven my parents
and those who had hurt me.直到最近我在网络上看...
... Lord, I will never suffer. 这是第一次胜过了害怕被人拒绝伤害. For the first time, the fear of being rejected and hurt was
overcome. Jane姐回来后，她说“我发现你现在已经到了没有属灵领导依赖,都可以靠主自己长进的时候了，并且你这...
...
was trying to help me.” 当时我回答说：“可是她没有伤害我。她是在想办法帮助我。”
Looking back now, I
realise how spiritually blind I was then. 现在回头看，我才意识到那时的自己在属灵上是多么瞎眼。Even
so, I listened ...
... to feel "true love from him".
同居及结婚的8年里，我伤害了他很多次，只要他说身边同事，家里人谁好，不管男女，我都发作，一哭二闹三上吊。During the 8
years of relationship including living together and getting married, I hurt him
many ti...
...告：我想为主做见证，求主赐我力量，带我祷告胜过拒绝伤害去爱家人。
However, I didn’t respond to her message because I
lacked the faith and courage to pray to God. On the night of August 30, I
prayed, expressing my desire to testify for the Lord. I asked Him t...