...发现冥冥中有被老天眷顾，也不知道怎么的，就是想改变自己，整个人开朗稳定许多。
She
mentioned that she felt a sense of divine favour and wanted to change herself,
becoming much more cheerful and stable.
回程时我弟用机车载我，在马路...
... the world, but those that are willing to be made
holy."自洁就是随时自己自愿来主面前省察自己的不洁，可以得洁净。To be made holy
means coming to the Lord at any time of your own free will to examine your
heart so that you can be cleansed.
我又跪下来继续...
...故后有段时间，几乎每天早晨，我都要费力挣扎，才能让自己从床上起来、准备上班，然后把孩子送去学校和幼儿园。By
the time I did all that, I was ready to return home and sleep, but I needed to
go to work instead. 做完这些之后，我已...