【诗31:12】我被人忘记，如同死人，无人记念。我好像破碎的器皿。【Psalm 31:12】I am forgotten as though I were dead; I have become like broken pottery.

这是大卫在灵性与情感降至谷底时的哀鸣，赤裸裸地揭开了灵魂深处的恐惧：被人遗忘、被否定、被人彻底废弃。曾经的大卫是战胜歌利亚的英雄、坐宝座的君王，却在逃亡中深陷孤立，亲友避而不见。This was David’s cry when he had reached the lowest point emotionally and spiritually, revealing the deep fear of the human heart: being forgotten, rejected, and completely cast aside. David had once been the hero who defeated Goliath and later the king on the throne, yet during his time of escape he became isolated, and even friends and family kept their distance. 这种被众人弃绝、仿佛从活人之地被抹去的痛苦，比皮肉之苦更折磨人。此刻，神不再是头脑概念，而是他活着的迫切需求，是漫过头顶洪水中唯一救命的磐石。The pain of being rejected by everyone, as if erased from the land of the living, cut deeper than physical suffering. At that moment God was no longer just an idea to him, but his urgent need for life—the only rock of rescue when the floodwaters rose above his head.

“破碎的器皿”是指无法修补、丢弃在垃圾堆里的瓦片。主啊，仇敌常低语：“你已经搞砸了、碎了、这辈子就这样了”。A “broken vessel” refers to a piece of pottery that is shattered beyond repair and thrown away as rubbish. Lord, the enemy often whispers, “You have ruined everything; you are broken; your life is finished.” 经历失败与羞辱时，我也觉得自己像一块毫无用处的碎瓦，盛不住福分，还带着割人的棱角，连自己都厌恶自己。然而，大卫写下这段话，是为了引出那位“伟大的匠人”。When I face failure and humiliation, I can also feel like a useless shard of pottery that cannot hold blessing and whose sharp edges may even hurt others. Sometimes I even despise myself. Yet David wrote these words to lead us to the “great Craftsman.”

大卫的经历预表了耶稣基督。主本是父怀中的独生子，却甘愿来到冷漠的世界。在十字架上，祂经历最彻底的被遗忘与被破碎，呼喊着“我的神，为什么离弃我”。祂成了那块最大的“破碎器皿”，为要收纳、包容我们所有的碎片。David’s experience points forward to Jesus Christ. The Lord was the Father’s only Son, yet He willingly came into this cold world. On the cross He experienced the deepest abandonment and cried, “My God, why have You forsaken Me?” He became the greatest “broken vessel” in order to gather and carry all our broken pieces. His death looked like complete defeat, like a shattered vessel. 耶稣的死看上去全然失败，如同被人打碎的器皿。然而这正是神的慈爱与智慧。主复活了！祂向我们表明：在神手中，没有一块碎片是多余的。祂不是要把我们粘回原样，而是要借着祂的破碎、让我们跟祂一同破碎，一同复活，彰显祂的光辉。Yet this revealed God’s mercy and wisdom. The Lord rose again! In God’s hands no fragment is wasted. He does not simply restore us to what we once were; through His brokenness He leads us to be broken with Him and raised with Him so that His glory may be revealed.

主啊，我们常顺从私欲为撒但开了门，陷入绝望自怜中，甚至说神也不再爱我们。这都是因为我们未除去指摘人的指头，闭口不认罪。当我带着忧伤痛悔的心来到你面前，得了怜恤，平安就充满我的心。Lord, we often follow our desires and open the door to the enemy, falling into despair and self-pity, and even saying that God no longer loves us. This happens because we keep pointing the finger at others while refusing to confess our own sin. But when I come before You with a sorrowful and repentant heart, I receive mercy and my heart becomes filled with peace.

主啊，等我进了圣所思想结局时，我要大声赞美：为着我被人忘记而感谢你。因我的老我喜欢被人肯定、崇拜，这是撒旦的性情。Lord, when I enter Your sanctuary and consider the final outcome, I will praise You aloud: thank You that I have been forgotten by people. My old self longs for recognition and admiration, and that reflects the nature of Satan. 主啊，我不禁呼求：求你兴起环境冒犯、否定、践踏老我，直到我背起十字架破碎自己，流出生命。正如“打碎玉瓶”流出真哪哒香膏。愿我在世人眼中看为无用，成为“破碎的器皿”，却能在各处显扬因认识基督而有的馨香之气。Lord, I cry out that You would allow circumstances that offend, deny, and break my old self until I take up the cross and allow life to flow out—like the alabaster jar broken to release the fragrance of pure nard. May I appear useless in the eyes of the world as a “broken vessel,” yet everywhere release the fragrance that comes from knowing Christ.

主啊，感谢你。当我像死人被遗忘时，求你让我记起：我的名刻在你的掌心。我不必再掩饰残缺或为无用战兢。既然我已破碎，就求你按美意重新建立我。Lord, thank You. When I feel forgotten like someone who is dead, remind me that my name is written on the palms of Your hands. I no longer need to hide my brokenness or fear being useless. Since I have been broken, rebuild me according to Your will. 虽然世人看我为丢弃的器皿，但在你眼中，我却是你重价买回的珍宝。愿我的破碎处，能成为住在我里面的宝贝你，荣耀发光、显放大能的地方。不再是我，乃是耶稣基督在我里面活着。Though the world may see me as a discarded vessel, in Your eyes I am a treasure bought at great cost. May the places where I am broken become the places where the treasure within me—You—shines with glory and reveals Your power. It is no longer I who live, but Jesus Christ living in me.

（李姊妹 Sister Li）